I was born and raised in Vietnam, but
the political and religious circumstances, as the result of the Fall of
Saigon in 1979, had forced my family and thousands of Vietnamese to flee
the country. Under these circumstances, I escaped Vietnam by boat with
thirty-eight other people.
Under normal weather condition, it
would take us five to seven days to reach one of those free world
countries in Asia such as the Philippines, Malaysia, Indonesia, Hong
Kong, Thailand, and Singapore. From our place of departure, going by the
way of the Philippines was the fastest and safest route. There was a
high chance of survival and less chance of encountering merciless
pirates.
So toward the direction of the
Philippines we headed. Our boat moved slowly, slowly. During the first
three days of our journey, the weather was great: clear sky, light
breeze, and calm waves. As a fourteen years old, I was amazed at the
vastness of the ocean, the endless sky, the mysterious deep water. I was
totally excited about the whole adventure: of seeing new things, new
places, new people.
On the fourth of the trip, the weather
changed completely. The sky turned darker and darker each minute. Rain
began to pour down heavier and heavier. The wind blew stronger and
stronger. Its hissing sound terrified everyone. The waves grew higher
and higher. The crashing sounds of the waves against the boat
intensified our fear of death. I could see how much the captain
struggled to maneuver the tiny boat in the midst of the giant waves.
As darkness engulfed all over us, our
hope of survival diminished and our fear of death intensified. Alone on
the vast ocean, we could not turn to anywhere or to anyone for help.
There was no island to seek refuge, no commercial ship to rescue us. We
knew that we could not survive the fiery weather. The heavy rain, the
strong wind, the high waves were too overwhelming for everyone, for the
boat. Death is imminent. But in the midst of our fear and sadness, hope
once again restored. We saw light!
The experience of escaping Vietnam
gave birth to my pursuit of religious life. This experience gives me a
deeper meaning of life and a deeper understanding of God's creative
power in nature and people. It heart is set on fire whenever I think
about the fact that I survived the ordeal of escaping Vietnam and was
generously cared for by the men and women in the Philippines!
And here I am, a religious with the
Priests of the Sacred Heart (SCJ) since 1994. I professed my first vows
in 1997 and perpetual vows in 2003. I was ordained a priest in
September, 2004 in Houston, Texas. I am currently a Formation Director
in Chicago, Il.
One of the attractions that drew
me to the Priests of the Sacred Heart was the sacred heart
spirituality. Growing up in Vietnam, we had special devotion to
the Sacred Heart. The parish church would have adoration every
night. There were organizations dedicated to the Sacred Heart,
such as the Sacred Heart Family, which is also very popular among
the Vietnamese- American Catholics, etc. The popularity of the
Sacred Heart spirituality in Vietnam was the direct result of the
works of many dedicated French missionaries.
In summer of 2003, I had an
opportunity to get in touch with the French connection. I participated
in an international program for SCJ seminarians, who were preparing
themselves for their Perpetual Vows with the Congregation, held in La
Capelle, France, the birthplace of the founder of the Priests of the
Sacred Heart. There at La Capelle and the nearby towns where Fr. Dehon
engaged in the ministry of social justice, I stood beside the man whose
Christian dreams and visions we, the SCJS, are living out each day. I
was emotionally moved and encouraged.
If you feel that God is calling you to
participate in Jesus' ministry of preaching, serving, and witnessing to
the Reign of God, respond to that invitation with a "Yes." This "Yes"
will enable you to live a life fully committed to service to God's
people. We, the SCJS, will welcome you and be glad to have you as a
pivotal part of our works of building up the Reign of God on earth. So
give yourself a chance to discover what it is that God is calling you!